Sermon
St. Philip's Episcopal Church, Durham, NC
8/20/06 - Proper 15 (Year B)
The Rev. Sarah Ball-Damberg
John 6:53-59
“Unless you eat the flesh of the Son of Man and drink
his blood, you have no life in you. . . whoever eats me will live because of
me. . . .”
So says Jesus in our text from John’s Gospel. No wonder
the Romans accused Christians of cannibalism.
What Jesus says – “If you want to live, you must eat my
flesh and drink my blood” – is shocking. It’s graphic, it’s bizarre, and
it’s outrageous. And if it sounds outrageous to us, imagine how it
sounded to the people who first heard it. Jesus is in the synagogue. He’s
preaching to a crowd of faithful Jews who would never eat a piece of meat
until it had been soaked, salted, and soaked again to make sure all the
blood was drained out. Jews were forbidden to ingest the blood of any
creature. Can you imagine how appalling this sounded to them? Let’s
go ahead and add blasphemous to the list.
This is one of those challenging texts I’d like to find
some way around -- I’d really rather not eat human flesh and drink human
blood. So I look for an explanation, a way to round the corners, soften the
edges, and make the text easier to swallow. Which leads me to wonder, “Is
Jesus talking about the bread and wine of Holy Communion? Is that
what he means by eating his flesh and drinking his blood?”
Well, yes and no. What Jesus says does have to do with
the bread and wine that become the Body of Christ and the Blood of Christ
for us. But we’re not there yet. That comes later. To be faithful to this
text, we have to stay where we are. And what’s before us right now is Jesus
saying, “Unless you eat my flesh and drink my blood, you have no life in
you.” There’s no way around it. It’s shocking, it’s graphic, and there it
is.
Why?
It’s tempting to make faith into something esoteric and
remote. There’s a certain appeal to the quest for some kind of clean purity.
Take, for example, the popularity of the ‘voluntary simplicity’ movement.
There are books and workshops on downsizing, getting rid of too many things,
streamlining, uncomplicating, and unburdening our lives.
One product of this movement is the magazine “Real
Simple” -- which, ironically, seems to be about things we can buy to
simplify our lives. Nonetheless, I find myself standing in the grocery store
check-out line looking at “Real Simple” and I’m seduced by beautiful
pictures of clean, uncluttered, rooms and of the happy people who live in
them, blessedly free of the distressing piles of bills, dirty laundry, and
clutter the rest of us are stuck with. The path to enlightenment and joy
turns out to be a well-organized closet.
But that longing to free ourselves from the mundane,
incessant demands of daily life so that we can draw closer to God is part of
the history of our faith. Wanting to separate the holy life of the soul from
the unholy life of the body is nothing new – Gnostics and Manichees and
other heretics believed that our bodies are prisons from which our souls
must escape. It’s a simple duality – “body” is bad; “soul” is good.
And we’re still doing that – we like to think of
the world as divided into “sacred” and “secular,” as if to say “Over here
is this nice clean holy space -- and that’s where God is -- and over here
is the real world where we live.” As if the Creator had
somehow created the one, but not the other. We’ve trained ourselves to see a
gap between ourselves and God. And so when daily life gets overwhelming, we
look across the divide and think “wouldn’t it be a relief to escape from
this mess into the pure clean light of faith?
But the Gospel won’t let us escape into fantasies of
elegant simplicity. Jesus won’t leave us alone with our hopes that if we
could just organize our closets -- just get rid of the literal and
figurative clutter in our lives -- everything would be so much better. God
refuses to stay put in the sacred clearing we’ve made for Him. When Jesus
says, “Those who eat my flesh and drink my blood have eternal life . . .”
what he’s saying in Greek is “munch,” as in “those who munch my flesh
and drink my blood.” It’s pretty hard to spiritualize the word, “munch.”
Jesus came to live with us here, in our everyday,
ordinary, flesh and blood world. He closed the gap. If we want to encounter
Jesus, there’s no point in trying to hoist ourselves up to some higher,
purer plane. We’re going to have to look for Jesus where God sent him – in
our messy, flesh and blood midst.
Listen to what Jesus says next – “Those who eat my
flesh and drink my blood abide in me, and I in them.”
What we’re really after with all our spiritual
yearnings, what’s behind all that longing to be free of clutter and
distractions and to ascend to some higher, holier place, is our deep desire
to abide with God. And here is Jesus and what he’s telling us is that he
is the true food and drink that will satisfy our deepest needs. He
will feed us and live with us and in us and through us
in the most intimate, deeply satisfying relationship possible.
The Bible is full of descriptions of God’s salvation as
feasting and banqueting. Wisdom calls us to come eat of her bread and drink
of her wine. Isaiah calls us to “eat what is good, and delight [our]selves
in rich food.” Jesus himself changed water into wine (really good wine,
apparently) at the wedding feast in Cana and fed 5,000 people so much bread
and fish there were twelve baskets left over.
Which is another thing about what Jesus says. When he
says, “You must eat and drink,” he’s saying “you” plural. Ya’ll must
eat my flesh and drink my blood. We’re not invited to come feast and banquet
alone, but with one another, in company with all our neighbors, near and
far. The feast Christ offers us is communal feast – he calls us into
relationship with one another as well as with him.
So it turns out we’re not called to be pure and holy,
but to eat and drink. It turns out that the sacred isn’t something esoteric
and disembodied, but flesh and blood. It turns out we are what we eat and we
eat what we are. It turns out we’re to munch, swallow, and digest what Jesus
offers us – himself, his life, the life he gives for the life of the world.
“My flesh is true food and my blood is true drink.”
Jesus makes himself outrageously available to us. You are invited to the
feast.
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